My first and foremost thoughts are with you Alan... your dedication to providing FME with a download home and forum has been greatly under-appreciated by a few members within our community and there is only so often that you can carry the burden, and cost, before it becomes too much to bear.
As a Moderator here, you made me more than welcome, and shown me a few ropes too - on a personal level over the years we have spoken, both here, PM messaging and through our dealings with you hosting my website, I have found you one of the nicest guys around, and a friend as well.
I do hope that Fruit Emu can be saved on a personal level because of my past love for fruit machine emulation - but I fear, like Fruit Forums, a new owner, should it not be a 'group buy' will impose their own rules upon it, and it inevitably leads to failure and a different direction to what the site has been about.
Your personal life Alan mate is just that... I hope that you can resolve in your life what is or has been troubling you and find comfort and peace whatever direction it takes - on a personal level with me, you know where I am at should you ever need to talk mate.
Thank you for Fruit Emu and thank you for all you have done to keep it here in the past
Take care Alan mate x