james t kirk

went to the local diddlers im goiing old school now(lets face it they diddle),had a bit of wedge on me so i start of playing it safe,you know oxo mab systems £10 jackpot,had a run on the nudges wink came off £30 up.so im good,i can hear rainbow riches dual machine in the background,now im battling with the demons.luckily people already on them and somebody just got silver pot £340 odd.cant help myself i shuffle over to cashino 1hr later £300 down biggest win £46.i cant use atm as i maxed £200 for the day.so i get out of order sign off cashier to place on cashino while i trot of to bank for counter withdrawral.get dosh head back starting to feel hot now as machine is laughing at me as i shove £20 in after £20.£200 gone down £500 now.all this time i have had just 3 bonus wins with crap payouts.the guy next to me is coining it in on the £500 jackpot, bars and x's and it's not helping.when do i cut my losses,as from previous experience these machines can take well over £1000 without a glimmer.i have got £200 pound left.in the meantime since i have been in the arcade there's been a guy playing the £500 jackpot machine,it's the one with the starfish,turtles, red mines bombs etc.sharks are the jackpot.he's was there when i came in and is cursing.talking to himeself,he leaves,so i go over there,it cant get any worse,£40 in couple of small wins and 3 starfish,4 goes later 4 starfish and £166 pound win,still no good though as im still £300 down,so i think i will play of the odd £16 and call it a day.better £300 down than £500 to £600.hit's button ,nothing again nothing,£12 to play hits button i can't believe it 4 mines,im so excited it sad,i just touch the screen where the mine is £450.after all that im up £150.so all in all i spent afew hrs of my life putting myself through it for £150 quid,was it worth,cause it was im £150 better off.na it's not worth it really because i been here before and lost over £500 and then on the way home feeling guilty,i have kids,wife,the things i could have bought etc,you all know.but why do we do it.there is no way of judging these new machine except the likes of rainbow riches if the pots are high or on max,there worth it but the rest are just random,not like the old progressive types.
theres only 1 winner and it's definatley not the public.
moral i know it's not the same but stick to emus.
ps thank god i know nothing about horses